It's August 22, 2025, 09:31:11 AM
Its up to you
i think last night i just had a bad night.. but somedays i just cant deal with something that bugs me to this amount.... i want to stop hurting.. but the pain only increases.. i try to hang out with friends.. but that doesnt help.. bcause i dont feel like doing much.. i try to be with family.. but my dad doesnt want me telling anyone about what happen... not even family... so i am in a tough stop there... heather who is supposily.. is my best friend.. only talks about how much she hates her father and mother and just talks about her lesbain relationship... with her he/she taps.. which i can honestly say.. i am not into that anymore.. when i see gays together.. i realized it was kinda wierd and discusting.. so.. like.. it is hard to talk to people about it... i want out of the maddness.. i want to be left alone.. then when i am alone.. i just feel worst... i want to just scream... then when you ask me what i want.. all i can respond with is.. I dont know.. because what i need.. i am not sure someone would be willing to give me.. so why ask... i want out.. i am tired of being angery..and upset..