It's May 04, 2024, 04:43:56 AM
Yeah once. It never got anywhere, and I simply don't talk to her nor attempt to acknowledge her anymore.
you can't eat cuz all you can think about is that chick
^ That's too long to read but I suggest watching your Dragonball collection together, whatever the problem is.
hmm i got a question...i need help in this area....well the thing is there is this girl im completely in love with...but sad to say i dunno if she feels the same way but she hasnt said nething but i still think we might have something but i think so negative i doubt nething will happen...well like i said she is in love with this other guy and im happy for her i wish her the best i wish only for her to be happy thats i all i care about i dont care if she is with anyone else other then me i dun care i just feel glad when she is happy....well my problem is i dont know if i should let something she did let it slide or let it go and stop trying to make something of us...well here goes the story..it was around begging of the month she was with someone else...but for some odd reason she was having dreams about me...so i was like YAY! but i felt bad too cuz she is with someone else and so she likes me instead of who she is with...(i care about everyone ok i dun care if ya'll think im a pussy)but like i said she was having dreams of me then as soon as i know it she asks me a favor..it was to kiss her....i said NO cuz i knew the guy she was going out with and i didnt want to mess up nething soo...it took like the whole day until i got tired and said finally ok so she would stop buggin me i kissed her (just a peck) she wanted more but it was too late she had to go...the next day we had a lot more stuff to do with each other....(nothing sexual) just kissing stuff..well i said it was wrong in my mind but she also kept coming after me so i decided whatever so it kept going for a while...then she broke up with who she was going out with...then she came up with an excuse she didnt want to be with no one cuz she didnt know who to be with....so i was like ok?.....well whatever thats her deal.....neways time passed on as it did somehow we had a week together that we acted like a couple but neithr one of us called it anything...but like i said it only lasted one week....so since i didnt call it anything and she didnt call it anything i didnt feel that much but i was madly in love with her and kinda still am but as a friend only much now....neways so another amount of time passed so now we are here in present time....but as it came to be so shocking to me....that guy she was dating before..the one she broke up with told me the whole thing he knew what was going on....he even agreed for this girl to kiss me....so im like wondering to my self ....GOD DAMMIT I WAS ONLY AN EXPERIMENT!!!!!!!!!!just to see if something would happen??? DAMN HER FOR PLAYING WITH ME!!!!not only that she lost my trust that is what hurt the most....not only that i she like i guess strung me along....but oh well it just hurts that she now cannot be trusted but ohh well what also im pissed at is that she told the guy she was going out with the whole story of her and her dreams so i felt bad for that guy he had to hear all that...like imagine ur gf telling you she is dreaming of another guy instead of you.....well anyways.....im mad about she didnt tell me the turth i dont care if she told me i was an experiment just as long as she told me the truth ya know but oh well it passed....well now she is in love with another guy its her ex she is in love again with but what im i going to do? should i forget nething of my past..should i stop going after this girl which for the first time in my life i actually loved...or should i forgive and or not tell her anything of what i know? or should i and forgive her?...or what? of course i need an explaination to her actions its just i dont know how i will jump on her to tell her this of what i know... well i leave it to you guys try and be reasonable please i just need some guidence...end gigaganon
^^^ ohh hell no buddy...u got to be thinking of ur point of view and how u deal with things in ur life lol jk..not me i deal with things on my own or just when i really need it i talk to people i dont know so they dont know me much and i dont know them and sometimes i get the answers better said then the people i actually know... as for that one guy that has the micheal jackson dancer thing a-ma-jig yeah thanks for those cool words of wisdom.. as for you krimson hmm good times buddy...good times.end gigaganon
^^^ well the thing i did......for like the first time in life i actually opened up to a girl.....but then it kinda shattered cuz when i told her what she thought of it..she said"I Dont Know" so i basically died inside without showing it and just laughed it off but god damn those words hurt ohh well i cuz im not invincible..like i thought i was...but meh...well the thing is im trying to think if she really didnt know what to think of it or if she actually meant "no" or "not good" which most of the time is true when a girl says i dont know lol neways yeah there is ur answer.ohh and about me and girls DUDE u dont understand im so freakin shy ok...end gigaganon