Mistakes Have Riplin Effects

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I aint neva really spoken bout this but back in the day when i was throwin out fists...
N flowen bout shit i fucked up badly n ruined my life n now everyone be knowin bout this...
When i was locked up this guy showed me mad love n immediately i was not fucked...
i got luck, but then the day came when it was on n i was crazy i guess im still shocked but...
There was a lil riot in the prison n cellz, me n mah dawg could only hear dissin n yellz...
Then we got jumped he got kicked in to hell, i tried to protect him if i hadn of risen n fell...
All i could feel were thuds on his torso, which made me wild thinkin of guns even more so...
then they started runnin like whores tho, i rolled ova n seen a flattened face n blood in my boyz nose...
Spent the next 2 months all alone at night, i was rehabilitated at the end but still prone to fight...
release day i coulda got home alright, but i needed redemption n my mind was zoned wit hype...
altho my trusty gat didn beckon, i found where they was chillin n instantly snapped in a second...
they got bashed do u recon? i picked up the bar stool n his head got crashed into sections...
my mind was consumed by this rage, but then i thought about this bad mistake...
What bout this bitch fakes? i heard voices in my head so being schizo is what it takes...
Back in my cell again i get bored, thinkin bout my fuck ups my stomache churns n my chest roars...
were they my best warz? thinkin i was untouchable but itz true coz im tryin to live a normal life wit my record...

sum shit i had jotted down in my book

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[Arkexodus]

Thats some real shyt man im feelin ya drop