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my brother committed suicide on December 3rd, 2003...10 days before my b-day. what a great fucking present, right?i still cry when i think about him...its been over four years and i dont know if ill ever get over it. the way my mom was crying will stick with me forever. no mother should ever cry like that.
Quote from: Wykid on March 26, 2008, 08:59:12 PMmy brother committed suicide on December 3rd, 2003...10 days before my b-day. what a great fucking present, right?i still cry when i think about him...its been over four years and i dont know if ill ever get over it. the way my mom was crying will stick with me forever. no mother should ever cry like that. Damn, man, that's terrible.. if you don't mind me asking, how old was he and what kinda struggles was he facing? One of my homegirl's mom used to claim to her daughter that she was gunna kill herself all the time, only to be brushed off...one morning, the homegirl walked into her moms room to find her dead, right after a night of her mom complaining to her and telling her that she was about to kill herself. A few years later, her younger brother (16 years old) killed himself... this was only a few months back... suicide is a very sad and cowardly thing to do IMO.
'Oh I can't see him, I can't see God', YA'LL CAN'T SEE FUCKIN' AIR NEITHER!
Prove to me the wind. Show me the wind man. I want proof of that shit. Cuz I don't see it.
Quote from: Now_I_Know on March 27, 2008, 10:43:07 AMQuote from: Wykid on March 26, 2008, 08:59:12 PMmy brother committed suicide on December 3rd, 2003...10 days before my b-day. what a great fucking present, right?i still cry when i think about him...its been over four years and i dont know if ill ever get over it. the way my mom was crying will stick with me forever. no mother should ever cry like that. Damn, man, that's terrible.. if you don't mind me asking, how old was he and what kinda struggles was he facing? One of my homegirl's mom used to claim to her daughter that she was gunna kill herself all the time, only to be brushed off...one morning, the homegirl walked into her moms room to find her dead, right after a night of her mom complaining to her and telling her that she was about to kill herself. A few years later, her younger brother (16 years old) killed himself... this was only a few months back... suicide is a very sad and cowardly thing to do IMO.he was 30..he didnt have any huge problems, as far as i knew...he had a good job, nice wife..i honestly dont know what drove him to that. he didnt leave a note, nothing. he lived in nebraska due to his job, and we touched base at least once a week, but before this happened we didnt talk for about two weeks, everytime i called i got the answering machine. i just wish i knew what drove him to do it.
Quote from: Wykid on March 27, 2008, 03:09:10 PMQuote from: Now_I_Know on March 27, 2008, 10:43:07 AMQuote from: Wykid on March 26, 2008, 08:59:12 PMmy brother committed suicide on December 3rd, 2003...10 days before my b-day. what a great fucking present, right?i still cry when i think about him...its been over four years and i dont know if ill ever get over it. the way my mom was crying will stick with me forever. no mother should ever cry like that. Damn, man, that's terrible.. if you don't mind me asking, how old was he and what kinda struggles was he facing? One of my homegirl's mom used to claim to her daughter that she was gunna kill herself all the time, only to be brushed off...one morning, the homegirl walked into her moms room to find her dead, right after a night of her mom complaining to her and telling her that she was about to kill herself. A few years later, her younger brother (16 years old) killed himself... this was only a few months back... suicide is a very sad and cowardly thing to do IMO.he was 30..he didnt have any huge problems, as far as i knew...he had a good job, nice wife..i honestly dont know what drove him to that. he didnt leave a note, nothing. he lived in nebraska due to his job, and we touched base at least once a week, but before this happened we didnt talk for about two weeks, everytime i called i got the answering machine. i just wish i knew what drove him to do it. If there were no signs of him being that type of guy, do you ever wonder if it wasn't suicide? Because people have been framed with shit like that in the past...not giving a reason or showing signs of depression before killing yourself seems a bit strange.
when I quit smoking weed my emotional issues all fell into place I was a constant 247 smoker for 10 years...
don't do it. It's not worth it. I mean there's such awesome alternatives to killing yourself, such as gettin away from everything, becoming a hermit, or joining a hippie commune (They're still around in certain areas). Then you'll smoke weed all day, listen to good music and just chill until you get shot by a cop, and you won't even know it
Quote from: petey on March 03, 2005, 11:51:14 PMwhen I quit smoking weed my emotional issues all fell into place I was a constant 247 smoker for 10 years...that lasted about a year and a half...Im sparkin as we speak.
If selfishness is a virtue, does that make suicide virtuous?Really. Isn't it a great sin to have others suffer for you? Aren't you being irrationally selfish when you demand someone to stay alive, just for the sake of your not having to miss them, despite of the pain they might be enduring?You can't live for the sake of someone else. That's not life. If someone feels like they want to put an end to it... Accept it, instead of trying to control their will to life. Quit assuming their guilt and blaming them for their suicide, when it was a rationally selfish decision. Go ahead and denounce rationality if you will.P.S.: it sucks to hear about your brother's death, Wykid... There's something highly suspicious about that situation though, but I guess you'll never get to know the truth. Just stay strong about your own life, that's all you can do (and I assume you are doing ).
Quote from: Eleven 2 Three on March 28, 2008, 04:00:24 AMIf selfishness is a virtue, does that make suicide virtuous?Really. Isn't it a great sin to have others suffer for you? Aren't you being irrationally selfish when you demand someone to stay alive, just for the sake of your not having to miss them, despite of the pain they might be enduring?You can't live for the sake of someone else. That's not life. If someone feels like they want to put an end to it... Accept it, instead of trying to control their will to life. Quit assuming their guilt and blaming them for their suicide, when it was a rationally selfish decision. Go ahead and denounce rationality if you will.P.S.: it sucks to hear about your brother's death, Wykid... There's something highly suspicious about that situation though, but I guess you'll never get to know the truth. Just stay strong about your own life, that's all you can do (and I assume you are doing ).Sorry, but suicide is selfish, no matter what way you chop it up...It may be selfish to not want someone to commit suicide for your own sake, but that doesn't take away from how selfish commiting suicide actually is.
Quote from: Now_I_Know on March 28, 2008, 10:36:05 AMQuote from: Eleven 2 Three on March 28, 2008, 04:00:24 AMIf selfishness is a virtue, does that make suicide virtuous?Really. Isn't it a great sin to have others suffer for you? Aren't you being irrationally selfish when you demand someone to stay alive, just for the sake of your not having to miss them, despite of the pain they might be enduring?You can't live for the sake of someone else. That's not life. If someone feels like they want to put an end to it... Accept it, instead of trying to control their will to life. Quit assuming their guilt and blaming them for their suicide, when it was a rationally selfish decision. Go ahead and denounce rationality if you will.P.S.: it sucks to hear about your brother's death, Wykid... There's something highly suspicious about that situation though, but I guess you'll never get to know the truth. Just stay strong about your own life, that's all you can do (and I assume you are doing ).Sorry, but suicide is selfish, no matter what way you chop it up...It may be selfish to not want someone to commit suicide for your own sake, but that doesn't take away from how selfish commiting suicide actually is.I didn't say it wasn't selfish; I'm saying that being selfish is the way to be. I'd rather be dead and considered a coward, than alive and in pain. Thank God I'm a hero. I'm that selfish.
Quote from: Eleven 2 Three on March 28, 2008, 11:05:34 AMQuote from: Now_I_Know on March 28, 2008, 10:36:05 AMQuote from: Eleven 2 Three on March 28, 2008, 04:00:24 AMIf selfishness is a virtue, does that make suicide virtuous?Really. Isn't it a great sin to have others suffer for you? Aren't you being irrationally selfish when you demand someone to stay alive, just for the sake of your not having to miss them, despite of the pain they might be enduring?You can't live for the sake of someone else. That's not life. If someone feels like they want to put an end to it... Accept it, instead of trying to control their will to life. Quit assuming their guilt and blaming them for their suicide, when it was a rationally selfish decision. Go ahead and denounce rationality if you will.P.S.: it sucks to hear about your brother's death, Wykid... There's something highly suspicious about that situation though, but I guess you'll never get to know the truth. Just stay strong about your own life, that's all you can do (and I assume you are doing ).Sorry, but suicide is selfish, no matter what way you chop it up...It may be selfish to not want someone to commit suicide for your own sake, but that doesn't take away from how selfish commiting suicide actually is.I didn't say it wasn't selfish; I'm saying that being selfish is the way to be. I'd rather be dead and considered a coward, than alive and in pain. Thank God I'm a hero. I'm that selfish.You have a terrible mindset...if everyone lived soley for themselves, this world would be worse than it is. Step it up. Self reliance is important, but that doesn't mean you have to live as a selfish asshole.
I'm saying that being selfish is the way to be.
Thank God I'm a hero. I'm that selfish.