These Drugs Really Got A Hold On Me

[Jimmy Cash2120]

despite the elements I need to get ahead
my friends walkin round like the living dead
drugs got me in a daze… oxys, liquor and haze
you cant stop me, I’ve been wasted for days
sniffin raw coke off a big ass blade, put it to my throat and I start to pray
tears in my eyes cuz this life is lonely, all these people don’t even know me
if I died, how long would they morn? my mental is torn
its so cold, I never feel warm, its hard to stay dry in the middle of the storm
my mind is cloudy from weed, coke and speed
my eyes and nose bleed, get high by all miens
stealin money from my mother straight outta her purse
rock bottem, I’ve reached my worst
feelin lost, hurt, helpless and even worse
feelin cursed like I have no worth
my drugs are a little too hardcore for those
who never felt the rush from coke in the nose
or the euphoric experience you get from poppin Os
maybe I’m lowlife tho, another junkie that society let go
a deadbeat that cant do shit on his own
a childlike mind but, shit, he’s fully grown
drugs are all around, weed’s sold in every town
I love that shit but its slowin me down, holdin me down
cant stop, wont stop, till I’m cold in the ground
desperation got me holding a pound
Satan on my shoulder showing me around
but I know I can get out if I get help
but fuck it cuz I don’t want to stop
I got a few more years till my body drops…

[one trak mind]

good shit man. deep thoughts

[Jimmy Cash2120]

thanks for the feedback

[hope glimmers]

i think its really good,its really deep and seems like its been bugging ya for a while, i was hesitantin in writin because imnot sure if youwant help or just wanna waste,its seems like you want help butareunsure how or where to find it.   but i think it was really good and really deep,keepat it,and dont let it  end you, you are hilarious and i know that for a fact

[Jimmy Cash2120]

i used to be kinda addicted to weed, smoking everyday and i've done alot of fucked up things. but this was inspired by that and what i see around me. its not really an autobiography but a look at what itd be like to be addicted to drugs

[DiSSENT]

Pretty dope...no pun intended I liked it, good wording. I can relate to the feeling of drug addiction, so I felt it. Keep it up - Peace*

[bez]

dope.  Liked it.