Outside my periphery, what do I see

[TraceOneInfinite Flat Earther 96']

This rap will seem to be out of character and unlike me/
But it's time for me to spit about shit that exists outside my periphery/
To face all of it, would leave me faceless/
So I took my brains and just replaced it/
Call it a fuckin facelift, call it whatever you want kid/
But I did what the fuck I did, and yo that's it/
Do what you got to do to survive/
And look your fuckin self in the mirror/
Soul cleansed and pure but livin in a fuckin sewer/
Man, this shit is mad fuckin grimey man/
This shit is so dark it's damn near blinding/
Got past troubles cloudin my rearview behind me/
While steadily gaining new clouds surroundin me/
Man you wouldn't believe how high this shit done piled/
It's a fuckin miracle that I can still flash a smile/
For real, that's the biggest blessing you could imagine/
Cause the devestation would torment me for years in the thousands/
But can't nobody relate cause it's just my own in the mirror/
I could explain for the rest of my life the picture wouldn't get no clearer/
So it is what it is, and I guess it be that it will stay that way/
Till the day that my face can lay in the grave/
Even some of my finest memories have been washed away/
I still got one or two that I can hold on to, but steady depletin/
This world done swallowed me whole, whole plates been eatin/
 

[Now_Im_Not_Banned]

real shit...