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SPICE 1
(March 2008) | Interview By:
Nima Etminan
Dubcnn linked up with the
legendary Spice 1 for a three part interview, his first in-depth interview
since he was shot late last year. Spice has fully recovered and is back in
the studio, and took the time to tell dubcnn all about the night of the
shooting, the circumstances, and his opinion on the gun laws.
This is Part 1 of 3, and a very
emotional Spice 1 doesn't hold his tongue on anything, spitting that rawness
that his fans are used to from his music, look out for Part 2 where we
discuss his upcoming album "Home Street Home".
As always we have both the transcript and the audio for you to
check and please feel free to send any feedback regarding the interview to:
nima@dubcnn.com
Interview was done by phone in March 2008
Questions Asked By : Nima Etminan
Spice 1 Gave Dubcnn.com A Shoutout!
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Full Interview In Audio :
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Dubcnn: Spice 1! How you doing
man, thanks a lot for your time.
Shit I'm alright man, just holding it down. I'm back in the game and doing
my thizzle, you dig?
Dubcnn: You know everybody wants to know how you recovered from the shooting
and what your current condition is...
Man... It was good, the recovery was like a miracle man. Everybody knows I'm
a rider, with that said and the help from God, I'm back! It took a while, I
was in the hospital for a few months, cause the bullet went through my lung
and my lung collapsed, but I just did my first show last weekend since that
shit happened, so I'm back!
Dubcnn: For those that don't know, what exactly went down that day where you
got attacked?
I guess it was some cat trying to break into my truck, and he didn't know I
was sitting in there. He saw a big ass nigga coming at him and shot!
*laughs* I don't blame him, shit I'm 6'1, I weigh 220 pounds, and dude was
kinda small... I woulda shot too with a big ass nigga coming at me like
that, but he was trying to break into my truck while I was sitting in it,
and he got scared and shot and ran at the same time.
Dubcnn: Have they found out who was behind it and the reasons behind it?
Nah. I don't think the nigga is stupid enough to go tell somebody he did
that shit. It never got back to me, cause if it did, I'd probably be in the
penitentiary for murder, like a muthafucka. Shit, this little scary ass,
bitch ass muthafucka trying to break into my car, probably a crackhead
muthafucka or something, some little young kid and shit, a little buster ass
nigga.
Dubcnn: How would you say the incident affected you, what impact did it
have?
I mean the only impact it had on me was making me realize that a nigga only
got one life to live. It ain't like I didn't know that before, but you can
just go at any time, whether it be getting killed by a bitch ass nigga a
little punk ass buster muthafucker, or you can be killed by a hard ass nigga
from the hood. Or you can get killed by the cops or anybody, it's all about
timing. If you're not ready to die, or if God ain't ready for you to go,
then it ain't your time, but any of us can be dropped out here at any
minute, it ain't nobody allergic to bullets, that shit affects everybody. No
supermans out in this muthafucka, unless they're built outta Teflon, or if
their skin is out of Teflon and they got metal plates around their organs
and shit.
Everybody is prone to get shot, everybody can be touched out in this
muthafucka. I already knew that, but it's just that when it comes down to
it, there is no self defence law in California. So I guess when somebody
comes at you like that and shoots you, you're just supposed to lay there and
die. And it's crazy, cause don't nobody wanna sit there and let a muthafucka
shoot them while they just lay there and get shot and just leave it up to
the police and that's it? You know what I'm saying?
There is no self defence law, if a dude shoots you, and you shoot back at
him, then they're just gonna call that murder, they're not gonna call it
self defence out here, because in California, there is no self defence law!
I guess you're just supposed to lay there and die for these muthafuckas, but
I'm not gonna do that.
Dubcnn: Soon after the shooting you posted a picture on the internet of you
in the hospital with the laptop throwing up the Dub, was it important to you
to let the fans know that ain't nothing changed?
Yeah, it really was. All of my fans know that ain't no muthafuckin' punk ass
nigga mark ass muthafucka trying to break into my truck gonna stop nothing!
He ain't stopping shit! I jog everyday, I'm back, my lungs is right, that
muthafucka didn't stop shit! Hopefully, the police gets him. He better hope
that the cops get his ass before me or any of my niggas, cause I don't give
a fuck right now, so... I don't give a fuck if the nigga is 16 or 55, he got
to go! I'm popping at his ass.
He got some slugs coming when he see me, or if I ever realize who he is, or
if he ever slips up and tells somebody who he is and I figure it out, then
it's war, all out war! But as long as I don't know who it is, then I can't
do shit. The bitch ass nigga don't wanna reveal hisself, then there ain't
shit I can do, it's like you're in the dark and don't nobody turn on the
lights for you. You know what I'm saying?
Dubcnn: Many of the artists we've intereviewed recently have sent their
regards, how was the reaction from artists and fans after the shooting?
A lot of my fans were pissed off, they were like "I wanna kill the
muthafucka!" A Spice 1 fan is a damn fool, you know what I'm saying? A Spice
1 fan is a straight gangsta, that's what I mean by that, he or she ain't
gonna back down to shit! Anybody that ever listened to any of my CD's, they
know goddamn well this ain't nothing but G gangsta all day over here, no
matter how they put it. My fans are gonna act the same way, they're pissed
off over this shit, they wanna find the muthafucka and shoot him! Believe
me, there's a lynch mob after his ass, this nigga is like Frankenstein right
now, he got the whole city chasing his ass!
It's just so fucked up that a bitch ass nigga can just run up on your window
and blast on you and run off like a little pussy, and you can't do a damn
thing about it because he won't reveal hisself, he won't say nothing. Your
fans are wondering what's happening, did you ever find the muthafucka, the
cops are still trying to find him, and they ain't gonna find him. The cops
still got all of my jewellery and my clothes and all of that shit talking
about evidence, I had to buy some new jewellery and shit because they got
all my shit. So it's been wild man, hospital bills are way high up there,
the bullet is still in my back! If a nigga would've have at least just had a
slight chance of shooting this nigga back, he would've been dead than a
muthafucka a long time ago!
The night that he shot me, I was just sitting in my car in my moms driveway,
sleeping in my moms driveway! I had smoked hella weed I was high as a
muthafucka and I didn't wanna wake my mom up anyway, that's why I fell
asleep cause she had to go to work at like 6am. So I just rested in the car,
and this muthafuckin' bitch ass nigga had the balls to come up to my car and
shoot and run at the same time! I mean that just makes me so fuckin' mad,
it's ridiculous! I know the Bible says vengeance belongs to the Lord and all
of that, but I don't know if I'ma be able to control my emotions once I
figure out who this nigga is, you know?
Dubcnn: What is that gonna change though? Are you just talking about
personal satisfaction or what is that gonna get you?
I mean, personal satisfaction! If somebody slaps you in the face, instead of
turning the cheek, you bomb on they ass! I don't know, it's just how I feel!
But you never know what the feeling would be once it all comes down to it or
if it ever comes down to it, but it's hard to be humble after that shit
happens to you. You can't just get shot and be humble about it, ain't nobody
ever did that. Unless they was a preacher or a priest or something, but I'm
a street nigga, I can't be getting shot like that and keep thinking
everything is cool and just keep walking around like everything is nice, and
fine and dandy, cause it's not!
That shit is gonna affect me for the rest of my life, I'll still feel the
bullet in my arm for the rest of my life, and my back and shit, my kids have
nightmares thinking I'm dead and shit, all because of this bitch ass nigga,
buster ass nigga and him wanting some goddamn stereo equipment out of my
truck. Hospital bills hella high and shit, 70-80 thousand dollars, all
because this bitch ass nigga wanted some equipment out my muthafuckin'
truck, and got scared when he seen a nigga coming at him and he wants to
run. All because of this!
Nigga if you gonna rob a muthafucka, if you gonna shoot a muthafucka, make
sure it's some real money in that car or make sure it's some real shit out
there cause it ain't even worth it! Now, this nigga's life is mine, his ass
is mine, he's gonna be looking over his back for the rest of his muthafuckin'
life, cause I'm there, I'm looking for him and I'm coming! All you
muthafuckas out there, if ya'll gonna get down, my message all of the
jackers out there, all of the niggas that think they're hard, little bitch
ass niggas running around with pistols and guns like they're hard and shit,
you ain't seen nothing nigga! Shoot a muthafucka at point blank range and do
it real G over some real shit, not over some car stereo equipment, bitch ass
muthafuckin' crackhead bitch ass niggas.
That's a crackhead move! If any of you niggas is out there shooting niggas
over car equipment, that's a muthafuckin' crackhead move, you're a
creackhead, even if you don't smoke crack, that's a crackhead move if I
ain't never seen one in my muthafuckin' life! Nigga bust for some real
money, some millions, some G's! The shooter didn't even know I was in the
car, so he had to be trying to either steal my car or steal what was in my
car, and none of that is worth getting shot over, period. I don't give a
fuck what it is in there, TV's, rim's whatever the fuck, ain't none of that
shit worth getting shot over! It's just some dumb ass niggas out here.
Niggas slanging their mommas dope!
When I was 15-16 years old I was out on the block slanging crack to these
niggas mommas, and now they done had babys and these niggas running around,
crackbabys acting some goddamn fools! So I mean shit, it's just a crazy
fucked up cruel ass world out there, and muthafuckas who don't realize that
will end up in the hospital or dead. Everything ain't dandy and fuckin'
beautiful, shit is crazy, this is real life out here. I could have been laid
the fuck out in front of my momma over this bitch ass nigga wanting some
equipment out of my truck, or a TV, some rims or speakers or some shit. Shit
ain't worth it.
Dubcnn: Yeah that was a crazy week, that shit with you happened, and I think
like a day later Pimp C passed away.
Yeah! That was fucked up, waking up in the hospital and finding out that
Pimp C was really dead and shit. That was like the real kicker, on top of
everything that happened. My homeboy from Texas died! What he died from I
don't know, you hear a lot of different stories just like you hear about me.
But the fact remains that my nigga is dead and that was a sad day in Hip-Hop
just like when 'Pac died, Biggie died and when I got shot muthafuckas
thought I was gonna die, and I could've been dead. That's just by the grace
of God, God decided to bring Pimp C up there with him and leave me down
here, maybe I got some more work to do before I go up to ghetto heaven.
That's a new song I got on my album, "Ghetto Heaven", so we're really taking
that shit serious.
Dubcnn: The first track you released afterwards was
"Carried By Six"
featuring Daz, tell us how that song came about.
I knew a lot of people wanted to know what really happened and how it went
down and shit, and I figured the best way for me to explain it is me making
a song about it. I just let everybody know that all my shit has been real
over the years, and I wanted them to hear what happened. They say I
described some vivid stories and tales, so I figured if I make a song about
it then everybody can kinda picture in their head what happened. I'll
probably end up making a video about it. But that's what really happened, no
extras, none of that shit. Everything was real about it, and what I was
basically saying in the song is what I was saying at first: ain't no self
defence law in California. I'd rather be judged by twelve, going to the
penitentiary and still have my life, than being carried by six muthafuckas
in a coffin.
That's the whole point of the song. We as Americans just gotta sit there and
die and take slugs to the muthafuckin' head and expect the cops to take care
of it when you're dead and gone? It says in the declaration of independence
that we got the right to bear arms, especially when you're protecting your
life! That's my life I'm trying to protect, my life was a gift from God! No
human being ever gave me life except for my moms and my life is gift from
God, I'm not gonna sit back and let somebody take that shit, you know? Just
because they have a gun and I don't! That shit ain't right!
Out here you're supposed to lay down and die? Fuck that, these people is out
of their fuckin' mind if they think that people is gonna walk around here
with people jacking, stealing, robbing, all kinds of shit, criminals out
here with guns and shit, and I know, cause I used to be one my muthafuckin'
self! So there shouldn't be no way in hell that I should be walking around
here without no muthafuckin' pistol! I got six prior gun cases, that's all
from trying to protect myself, not cause I'm out there tryign to rob or
shoot nobody, it's trying to protect my life and what I have and what I've
accumulated over the years. I guess as a black man, or just as a ghetto
individual in general, just me being from the hood in general no matter the
color, it just matters to them what I look like and what they think my
actions could be.
But basically I was just trying to protect myself, and after I caught the
six muthafuckin' gun cases, I figured I ain't gotta take my pistol
everywhere. Now I end up almost getting killed in front of my momma's house,
where I'm supposed to be safe at! I don't understand where the fuckin' logic
is in that shit, where they say "You can't carry a pistol" and then they got
the most robberies and jackings out here in California than damn near
anywhere! Then they tell people not to carry guns? It's like you're set up
to get killed out in this muthafucka. Then when they shoot you one time, you
just gotta scream and run and lay down and die, but don't nobody wanna do
that shit! Don't no real person or no real soldier wanna sit there and take
no slugs to his chests and his arms and all of that shit and can't do
nothing about it! These people is fuckin' crazy with the self defence law
out there!
Everywhere else, Texas, Mexico, certain places where shit don't even happen
like it do out here, and these muthafuckas got the right to walk around with
firearms! The mistakes that I've made when I was younger, I wouldn't even
call them mistakes, cause I was 21 years old, walking around with 50-60
thousand dollars worth of jewellery on. So for me to carry a gun back then,
that made a whole lot of fuckin' sense! As far as what I'm doing now, I'm a
legendary rap artist and I have a lot of nice things. For me not go have no
firearm with me now would be stupidity, it would be dumb! I've already been
shot just because of my car. Right now I've got on maybe 20-30 thousand
dollars worth of jewellery, I can't just be walking around like this with no
pistol.
They shouldn't put the shit out there for us to buy, if we're gonna get
killed wearing the shit, if we can't walk around with no pistol. All of that
shit adds up. Or you gotta have some bodyguards, but I don't want no
muthafuckin' bodyguards walking around me 24/7! I ain't that type of person,
I'm a people person, I like fuckin' with people and have people feel
comfortable around me instead of having some bodyguard sitting there looking
at them all crazy. I consider myself a real nigga and I just can't be out
there like that! Like I said in that song, I'd rather have twelve people
judging me in the court of law, from me having a gun. I'd rather go to
prison than to be laid up in a fuckin' coffin somewhere! That was the whole
point of that song. I'd rather be in jail, and doing 20 to life, than just
doing life in a coffin. Regardless of who tells me not to carry a pistol.
That's why when it comes down to it, niggas like me be like "Fuck the
police!" and fuck everybody else who says don't carry a gun, like I'm just
supposed to lay down and day. They can kiss my black ass. I'm over here
heated up like charcoal in more than one way! How are you supposed to
survive out here, where nobody respects the law like that, when they're
hungry, while we're in a state of recession. Everybody out here is broke!
How do they expect for people not to carry a pistol out here now, when the
fuckin' president got us in a fuckin' recession? It's so many hungry
muthafuckas running around here, whoever got some money better have a pistol
on them or something! Shit our dollar is lower than the Canadian money, damn
near the same as the Mexican money! America is broke right now, we will
fuckin' be a third world country in a minute with the president that we have
now.
Everybody out here is broke as fuck! He the only one benefiting over some
oil and some gas, got the troops all the way out there and shit. I wouldn't
be surprised if it's a lot of muthafuckas out here getting shot, cause they
ain't walking around with a pistol. I've been in shootouts before, I've been
in shootouts all my life, thank God I never got hit before, but this wasn't
even no shootout, this was just some random bitch ass nigga trying to break
into my shit and ain't seen me sitting in my car. That's what makes me real
mad about it. I'll probably never know who it is, and I'm a gangsta
muthafucka, I don't like muthafuckas coming up behind me and hitting me in
the back of the head and when I turn around the muthafucka don't show
hisself. This shit makes me mad, that's a pussy ass move! So the muthafucka
will never reveal hisself and I'll probably never find out who it is.
Dubcnn: So what are your plans now, musically? What can the fans expect from
you?
Be on the look out for Part 2 of this exclusive three-part interview coming
to dubcnn soon!
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