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What country are you moving to? this is great news!
Quote from: SMiLE on July 12, 2004, 06:22:41 PMQuote from: Jome on July 12, 2004, 06:12:11 PMWhere would you move then.. ?And why do you support gay marriage now.. ? lol... because she does. And she explained it pretty simply, so being totally into her, I thought "yeah, she's probably right". So if she votes for Kerry, that means you will? lol j/k
Quote from: Jome on July 12, 2004, 06:12:11 PMWhere would you move then.. ?And why do you support gay marriage now.. ? lol... because she does. And she explained it pretty simply, so being totally into her, I thought "yeah, she's probably right".
Where would you move then.. ?And why do you support gay marriage now.. ? lol
I think I missed the hilarious part.
Quote from: Sikotic The Dude on July 12, 2004, 09:48:02 PMQuote from: SMiLE on July 12, 2004, 06:22:41 PMQuote from: Jome on July 12, 2004, 06:12:11 PMWhere would you move then.. ?And why do you support gay marriage now.. ? lol... because she does. And she explained it pretty simply, so being totally into her, I thought "yeah, she's probably right". So if she votes for Kerry, that means you will? lol j/kNaw, I wouldn't go that far. The 'gay marriage' thing I was on the fence about, because ultimately, if two queers get married, it has no effect on me. So who cares? Let 'em be happy if that's what they want. And I wish I could say that it's a definate, but it's not yet; I don't have any shame in saying I would move somewhere over a girl, I've always believed finding a soul mate is above all else in life, so I haven't changed any principles. Call me weak, though, I could care less. The country would be Australia.
Do they have the internet in Australia?
Alright, I'm gonna tell yall the story, the most important events of my life, in the hopes that someone will learn from it. Please try not to ridicule me, this is my life we're talking about... and bear in mind, that I haven't said 1 negative thing about Infinite's marriage and woman... so hopefully that will prove my sincerity.Anyways, I'm sitting in the lunch room one day in the 11th grade, and this beautiful blonde girl walks in with this big burly guy. I think "Wow, she's hot" and immediately hate the guy for it, lol. This goes on for a couple days, and one day, she walks over to our table and says "Will you tell this guy that Jupiter is the biggest planet in the solar system?" I stutter and go "uh.. ye. yeah, it is!" amazed that such a hot chick would come talk to me, lol.I grow to know both of them, the guy is her brother. Months go by, me and her get very close. After a year, we start dating, but she has strict parents who won't let her out of the house... so she's sneaking out the window every night at 1 a.m. and walking to my house where we stay together till about 4, then walk back. ALL SUMMER LONG. Eventually, she comes over to the house one day, and starts handing me all my stuff back, before breaking into tears and saying "My Aunt's giving me away" and running out the door crying. She lived with her strict Aunt, since her father is dead and her mother is incapable of raising children. Her aunt 'gave' her and her 2 brothers to her uncle, in Wilmington (4 hours away). I act the man, and comfort her, tell her everything will be alright... but to this day, that's the scariest, most horrible thing that's ever happened to me (her saying she had to leave). It was like a dread filled the room, nothing has compared to it, not even the death of my father. So, she moves to the beach, gets boyfriends, I go into a deep 1 year depression, and never get over it. We visit, and hit it off every time. From time to time, she does things like show up @ my house, and wake me up out of nowhere... or show up at my work. At one point, she showed up and said "My plan is basically to finish school then move back here and marry you". My response at the time was "haha". "Haha". Custer's last words. One summer, she even came to town and went to school with me! We ended up making out about halfway through, then she stopped talking to me and moved back home. Her brother later told me that she said she was falling in love with me and was afraid to get her heart broke when she had to move back home, so she just jetted.4 years ago, she told me she was moving to Australia, and asked me to come along. I was too weak to leave my family, so again, my answer was "haha". "Haha". She moves, supposedly for a year. After she moves, she repeatedly begs me to go to Australia, I won't do it. She never came back. The day my father died, I called and talked to her on the phone for 4 hours; that was 3 years ago, we haven't spoken since.So, I get a call last week, she's back in town and wants to know if I can meet her @ the beach in Wilmington, where we used to hang out. So I get the weekend off, go down, and she looks exactly the fucking same, down to the last hair on her head, as she did when I hugged her @ the airport 4 years earlier. Unbelievable. We spend the weekend together, get drunk, she says things like "You had your chance, and blew it" and "I'll get married in california one day, who knows it might be you" and hanging all over me and stuff. Ultimately, I realized the only reason I hadn't been calling this girl is because I'm scared to fucking death of her. It's easier to just leave her out of mind than it is to confront her and have to make a decision about something so crazy as a girl living 12,000 miles away. So, today, after I got home, I called her to tell her how I felt. Now, keep in mind, I never told her she was beautiful, I never told her I was in love with her, nothing like that when she was around all those years. So, I felt as if it was my 1 last shot at getting this girl, who I've been hung up over for years now. So, she gets on the phone, and I asked her if I could tell her something heavy, and she says it's cool if we want to talk about us. I spill my guts, tell her I'm deeply madly in love with her, have been for years, that I'm to the point where I'll move to Australia to be with her, and that I can't believe I let her get so far gone without doing anything about it, to which she replied that people learn from their mistakes, and that she didn't want a relationship right now with anybody (translation: you're done, we're over). So here I sit, a fool, had the world, and let it go.