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Title: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on September 20, 2024, 12:54:32 PM
The world is such a great place.  There are so many beautiful women.  There is all this great music everywhere and it never seems to run out.  It's been recorded and archived so we can listen and enjoy it anytime we want.  God has painted this world with beautiful sunrises, sunsets, and pleasant afternoon breeze, one can enjoy sipping on a lemonade and all the great and wonderful products the free market has produced for us that are readily at our disposal at the click of a button.   

Just look at the baseball field, the baseball diamond.  The genius of the journalists and sports writers to even call it a baseball "diamond".  There are so many intelligent and thoughtful people in this world that come up with great ideas and phrases that capture the mind and imagination.  The Royals have played so well this year.  The general manager went out and got some really great players, and I had the great joy of experiencing it all twice in person this summer, and then following them each day to keep up with their progress as a team throughout the season.

Lord Jammar, I mean what a brilliant guy.  He really sees through things, and the guy has been around since the 80's, he even appeared in Oz which was an excellent show.  He's done and experienced it all. 

And look at these guys from the Dogg Pound.  What great guys, Daz and Kurupt.  I mean, the kind of music, and styles, they were producing in 1995 was really a peek in civilization. 

And back to the female and all her glory.  The softness and the balance of the testosterone energy that a male carries--that is balanced by the placement of females on this earth as angelic beings that have been placed here to give the world peace and tranquility, and an abundance of beauty that is infinite and one can behold this beauty in the eyes of a woman and in the shape of her form, and it even emenates from her whole being and spirit.

What a great and beautiful world we live in.  It's really like the song, "and i think to myself what a wonderful world."   

All the great works of art and literature and music that have been created to give us inspiration.  But even the simiplicity of a good talk, or relevant ideas expressed by a human being.  That one can listen to and gain knowledge and inpsiration from.  Like the great Bentinho Massaro, this guy is an amazing guru on the scene over the last several years and the man is a vessel of knowledge, and wisdom, and a well of positivity that never runs dry.

All the music that was created in the mid 90's which society had reached a great peak is in such an overabundance that one could spread it out over a millenium and still have excess. 

The great Michael Jordan, and Dennis Rodman, and Scottie Pippen.  What a magnificent trio of athletic excelllence and character.  3 stars being aligned in the sky to form the triangle of Tex Winter and overseen by the greek Socrates and Plato mind of the great Phil Jackson. 

Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on September 23, 2024, 01:16:18 PM
so does this mean you will cancel your “suicide at 50” plan?


:hmmm:
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on September 24, 2024, 10:17:55 AM
so does this mean you will cancel your “suicide at 50” plan?


:hmmm:

Well I'm 42 so I'm not gonna re-evaluate a lifelong plan just because I've had a few decent weeks.  I may re-evaluate it in like June though.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on September 24, 2024, 11:24:20 AM
Well I'm 42 so I'm not gonna re-evaluate a lifelong plan just because I've had a few decent weeks.  I may re-evaluate it in like June though.


re-evaluate deez nuts on ya chin
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on September 27, 2024, 02:35:53 AM

re-evaluate deez nuts on ya chin

 ???
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on September 27, 2024, 06:43:13 AM
???


 :zesty:
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on September 28, 2024, 01:24:25 PM
It's been a good month.  My first good month since the mask mandates started in July 2020. 

I went all September without thinking about my plan to kill myself at the age of 50, or thinking everyone hates me, or without thinking about past mistakes, how and why I broke from family many years ago, and shit like that.

I had only a couple episodes where I'd had something bad happen to me in the day and it took me over 24 hours to forget about it.  That was the only negative for me in the month of September.  Like for example, let's say something bad happened to me on a Thursday and it took me till Saturday to finally forget about it.  That happened 2-3 times this month.  So hoping to clean that up in October.  If I can clean up that aspect then I will really be leveling up.

 
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on September 28, 2024, 08:09:57 PM
It's been a good month.  My first good month since the mask mandates started in July 2020. 

I went all September without thinking about my plan to kill myself at the age of 50, or thinking everyone hates me, or without thinking about past mistakes, how and why I broke from family many years ago, and shit like that.

I had only a couple episodes where I'd had something bad happen to me in the day and it took me over 24 hours to forget about it.  That was the only negative for me in the month of September.  Like for example, let's say something bad happened to me on a Thursday and it took me till Saturday to finally forget about it.  That happened 2-3 times this month.  So hoping to clean that up in October.  If I can clean up that aspect then I will really be leveling up.


good work … i c u
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Soopafly DPGC on September 30, 2024, 08:41:21 AM
It's been a good month.  My first good month since the mask mandates started in July 2020. 

I went all September without thinking about my plan to kill myself at the age of 50, or thinking everyone hates me, or without thinking about past mistakes, how and why I broke from family many years ago, and shit like that.

I had only a couple episodes where I'd had something bad happen to me in the day and it took me over 24 hours to forget about it.  That was the only negative for me in the month of September.  Like for example, let's say something bad happened to me on a Thursday and it took me till Saturday to finally forget about it.  That happened 2-3 times this month.  So hoping to clean that up in October.  If I can clean up that aspect then I will really be leveling up.

Good job homie.  Love the positivity, we need more of this in the world.  Keep doing what you're doing and remember you can only control yourself, can't control how other people see you or think of you, you'll work your fingers to the bone trying to change other people.  Once you come to the self-realization that you love yourself and are happy with yourself, and don't care what other's think, you'll reach a very blissful existence. 
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on October 04, 2024, 11:39:10 AM
Good job homie.  Love the positivity, we need more of this in the world.  Keep doing what you're doing and remember you can only control yourself, can't control how other people see you or think of you, you'll work your fingers to the bone trying to change other people.  Once you come to the self-realization that you love yourself and are happy with yourself, and don't care what other's think, you'll reach a very blissful existence.

word
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: ONETIME on October 28, 2024, 02:32:05 PM
Yo Infinite ! What's good brother !
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on October 29, 2024, 11:51:37 AM
Yo Infinite ! What's good brother !

Yo Onetime !!! Ain’t you from the keystylin dayz of 2001 !! What’s good homie !! Jog my memory and tell me a good story from back then.

…………..

And back to update the topic.  October is about done.  That will be two good months in a row in the books for me.  That’s a big deal for me after 4 years of not experiencing happiness. 

So it’s a big deal for me to log two good months in a row.  Hasn’t happened since Mayor Lucas imposed dystopian measures such as mask 😷 mandates on Kansas City summer of 2020.

Pray I keep it going into November and it’s likely as I gain momentum and coinciding with that is a world that’s healing itself and crescendoing this past week to Harry O speaking at Trumps rally and even Snoop throwing his support to Trump.  Trump victory and Chiefs 3-peat here we go baby !!!

That’s all the update for now.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on October 29, 2024, 01:08:17 PM
Yo Onetime !!! Ain’t you from the keystylin dayz of 2001 !! What’s good homie !! Jog my memory and tell me a good story from back then.

…………..

And back to update the topic.  October is about done.  That will be two good months in a row in the books for me.  That’s a big deal for me after 4 years of not experiencing happiness. 

So it’s a big deal for me to log two good months in a row.  Hasn’t happened since Mayor Lucas imposed dystopian measures such as mask 😷 mandates on Kansas City summer of 2020.

Pray I keep it going into November and it’s likely as I gain momentum and coinciding with that is a world that’s healing itself and crescendoing this past week to Harry O speaking at Trumps rally and even Snoop throwing his support to Trump.  Trump victory and Chiefs 3-peat here we go baby !!!

That’s all the update for now.

now imagine how happy you’d be if you were a Dodgers fan!
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Soopafly DPGC on October 30, 2024, 10:33:04 AM
Yo Onetime !!! Ain’t you from the keystylin dayz of 2001 !! What’s good homie !! Jog my memory and tell me a good story from back then.

…………..

And back to update the topic.  October is about done.  That will be two good months in a row in the books for me.  That’s a big deal for me after 4 years of not experiencing happiness. 

So it’s a big deal for me to log two good months in a row.  Hasn’t happened since Mayor Lucas imposed dystopian measures such as mask 😷 mandates on Kansas City summer of 2020.

Pray I keep it going into November and it’s likely as I gain momentum and coinciding with that is a world that’s healing itself and crescendoing this past week to Harry O speaking at Trumps rally and even Snoop throwing his support to Trump.  Trump victory and Chiefs 3-peat here we go baby !!!

That’s all the update for now.

Good for you man.  I know it's hard but try not to keep track as much.  Just live each day as its own separate entity.  Categorizing months as good or bad and keeping track of how many good or bad months in a row you've had isn't constructive.  Once the day is over, it's history, wake up the next day and live like you've got a clean slate again. 

Proud of you homie, your coming out of the valley. 
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on October 30, 2024, 11:22:21 AM
Good for you man.  I know it's hard but try not to keep track as much.  Just live each day as its own separate entity.  Categorizing months as good or bad and keeping track of how many good or bad months in a row you've had isn't constructive.  Once the day is over, it's history, wake up the next day and live like you've got a clean slate again. 

Proud of you homie, your coming out of the valley.

A lot of alone time causes me to spend so much time categorizing and classifying everything—but yes, ideally I’m not sure—maybe it’s better to categorize and maybe not.

But I do remember even when I was a kid and happy like most kids I still used to classify like “this year was better than last” — that year was good, that year was bad, 5th grade was bad, 6th grade was good… so I don’t know maybe it’s okay either way.

Bottom line I’m celebrating two, full good months in the book—because thing is—there is such thing as “stored happiness”.  For example if you’ve been generally doing well for a period of time and then have a bad month it’s much easier to get thru because you have momentum, memories, and positivity to fall back on because you know things can get better.  But the reverse if you been down for a long time you might lose hope
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Primo on November 25, 2024, 08:31:10 AM
Keystyling. lol.  Those were the days. Remember Melanin Deficient?

Sitting in class in middle school and high school writing battles for tournaments.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on November 25, 2024, 11:05:59 AM
Keystyling. lol.  Those were the days. Remember Melanin Deficient?

Sitting in class in middle school and high school writing battles for tournaments.

Those were the dayz bro...of course I remember all that stuff from back then, I still talk about the all the time on here, because those were the PRIME years of the dubcc and internet rap forums.  You had some great bars back then that have stuck with me to this day.  Like,

"Even wit twin minds
you couldn't match wits with me"

Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Primo on December 03, 2024, 08:03:38 AM
I can write way better now. The issue is I am so far removed from the 'culture' that it seems like a lifetime ago.  I'm a married, conservative, white dude that lives in the suburbs with a house, cars and a six figure plus job.  My wild nights now are taking an edible and drinking expensive bourbon and being in bed by 11.  I've definitely expanded my horizons beyond hip hop as well. It has actually been great discovering classic music of all sorts of genres as an adult.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on December 03, 2024, 08:09:17 AM
I can write way better now. The issue is I am so far removed from the 'culture' that it seems like a lifetime ago.  I'm a married, conservative, white dude that lives in the suburbs with a house, cars and a six figure plus job.  My wild nights now are taking an edible and drinking expensive bourbon and being in bed by 11.  I've definitely expanded my horizons beyond hip hop as well. It has actually been great discovering classic music of all sorts of genres as an adult.

u got any kids?
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on December 03, 2024, 10:43:52 AM
I can write way better now. The issue is I am so far removed from the 'culture' that it seems like a lifetime ago.  I'm a married, conservative, white dude that lives in the suburbs with a house, cars and a six figure plus job.  My wild nights now are taking an edible and drinking expensive bourbon and being in bed by 11.  I've definitely expanded my horizons beyond hip hop as well. It has actually been great discovering classic music of all sorts of genres as an adult.

So it sounds like you are wit me on the Trump train then, right?? 
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Primo on December 05, 2024, 05:34:26 AM
Scitt I actually don't have kids. Not by choice though. Not a fun thing to admit but like way too many people these days, we are plagued with infertility issues. We are leaving that up to God as we were told chances were slim even with medical intervention. Its a double edged sword. There are days I want kids and then I see my nieces come over with a Juicewrld shirt on, taking 50 tiktok videos in my pool and its like birth control. lol  I do have a rather large family full of nephews and nieces that stay close. Its not the end of the world. I just get to travel more.

Infinite, of course. Being on the Kamala train is just admitting you are a political novice that still believes in corporate media narratives. Hes RaciSt, SexiSt,HomOphoBic. etc.
If he can accomplish just 50% of what he plans to mandate on inauguration day he will be one of the most consequential presidents in history.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on December 06, 2024, 06:34:51 AM
Scitt I actually don't have kids. Not by choice though. Not a fun thing to admit but like way too many people these days, we are plagued with infertility issues. We are leaving that up to God as we were told chances were slim even with medical intervention. Its a double edged sword. There are days I want kids and then I see my nieces come over with a Juicewrld shirt on, taking 50 tiktok videos in my pool and its like birth control. lol  I do have a rather large family full of nephews and nieces that stay close. Its not the end of the world. I just get to travel more.

Infinite, of course. Being on the Kamala train is just admitting you are a political novice that still believes in corporate media narratives. Hes RaciSt, SexiSt,HomOphoBic. etc.
If he can accomplish just 50% of what he plans to mandate on inauguration day he will be one of the most consequential presidents in history.

Zalute !!

Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: Sccit on December 06, 2024, 07:05:10 AM
Scitt I actually don't have kids. Not by choice though. Not a fun thing to admit but like way too many people these days, we are plagued with infertility issues. We are leaving that up to God as we were told chances were slim even with medical intervention. Its a double edged sword. There are days I want kids and then I see my nieces come over with a Juicewrld shirt on, taking 50 tiktok videos in my pool and its like birth control. lol  I do have a rather large family full of nephews and nieces that stay close. Its not the end of the world. I just get to travel more.

Infinite, of course. Being on the Kamala train is just admitting you are a political novice that still believes in corporate media narratives. Hes RaciSt, SexiSt,HomOphoBic. etc.
If he can accomplish just 50% of what he plans to mandate on inauguration day he will be one of the most consequential presidents in history.


that’s unfortunate but keep the prayers strong fam …. doctors say and do the most and a lot of times it doesn’t mean anything. keep bustin nuts up in that and like you said, it’s in Gods hand after that.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on December 06, 2024, 01:33:22 PM

that’s unfortunate but keep the prayers strong fam …. doctors say and do the most and a lot of times it doesn’t mean anything. keep bustin nuts up in that and like you said, it’s in Gods hand after that.

It's such a crap shoot... the whole concept of having children.  As the great Lebanese poet Khalil Gibran states, "you may house their bodies but not their souls." 

So much is outside your power and control, God literally has you by the balls.  I mean like in Primo's situation of whether or not the children come or not that's in God's hands.

Then even after they are born, you could have a fall-out with the mother and that could turn everything on it's head.  You could have a financial fall-out that turns everything on its head.  Your child could turn out like Will Smith's son...well, I don't even know what he/she identifies as now but you get the point.  I mean, was a fuccing platinum selling rap artist who had success in both the ol' school era and 90's era of rap and Jada Pinkett was considered a goddess and grew up side by side with 2pac... and they have a child that turned out like that??

So it's all such a crap-shoot and as they say "the best laid plans of mice and men..."

That's why I give a lot of credit to Donald Trump.  He turned out amazing children and grand-children while he says a lot of his friend's kids ended up addicted to drugs or blowing the family fortune. 
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on December 14, 2024, 04:02:14 AM
Another good month in the books, that makes like 3 straight, sept, oct, nov... it started off strong with the Trump victory, then got weak in the middle with the Mike Tyson let-down, the Gladiator 2 let down... but I managed to finish strong just with some things going really well for me at my regular job...

Now December is getting into swing with this revolutionary advancement this ChatGPT that I got that allows me to study and research in conversation format, teaches me arabic, and I can even fuccin rap battle against the AI and shit.. plus I got a vacation coming up, might me a nice women and catch my luck, who knows what.. all good G!

Life is getting better and Trump gonna help make the world better.  Get it out of the hands of the evil Gates and Klaus Shwab and even though Elon is also a Fraudsta wit that fake space stuff at least he seems to prefer happiness and success over fear and dystopia
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on August 15, 2025, 01:51:53 PM
Been too many ups and downs this summer—starting with losing all my summer pay and getting screwed on apartment rent all to the total of something like 8,000 to 10,000 dollars by the time it is all finalized and added up before the end of this year.

Then rough experience back in America this summer.

So I still feel I only have 7 years left till 50–because if life is like this at 43 when there are professional athletes that still play at my age.  So if I can’t make life better than this now then what is the reason to stick around after 50?

So I was doing better from September 24’ thru May 25’—but unfortunately caught 4 unfortunate events this summer that are a bit more than what my 1980’s senses tell me are normal bumps in the road.  To me they seem more than what is considered normal to how I was raised in the 80’s when you are a kid and you start to develop a sense of what is “normal” to you according to your upbringing. 

So I still feel age 50 is a reasonable and nice round number.
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: Sccit on August 15, 2025, 01:55:47 PM
you'll be fine champ

like is a series of ups n downs
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on August 15, 2025, 02:05:21 PM
you'll be fine champ

like is a series of ups n downs

So living like a poor Egyptian expat in the Arab Gulf in 2025—is a normal life for a white midwestern upper middle class kid from the 80’s?
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: Sccit on August 15, 2025, 02:12:47 PM
So living like a poor Egyptian expat in the Arab Gulf in 2025—is a normal life for a white midwestern upper middle class kid from the 80’s?

but u said your life was great in early 2025

u just made a series of bad decisions which led u to spiral downward

that's on u
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: TraceOneInfinite on August 15, 2025, 03:28:46 PM
but u said your life was great in early 2025

u just made a series of bad decisions which led u to spiral downward

that's on u

Well even if that’s true—if I’m 43 and still haven’t figured out how to make “good decisions” then that doesn’t bode well for my life after 50
Title: Re: Life is so good and wonderful (or not)
Post by: Sccit on August 15, 2025, 04:20:12 PM
Well even if that’s true—if I’m 43 and still haven’t figured out how to make “good decisions” then that doesn’t bode well for my life after 50

some people get wiser with age

u may not be physically in your prime

but you're supposed to learn from your mistakes and grow mentally until the day u die